老天爷玩人啊！！！！！！！！！！
tonn-ed at hg's hse ytd.. i feel.. more.. like hang around with them le... i mean i don't choose to just stay one side and see they do their gay stuffs while i isolate myself.. in fact.. i nowadays.. since weeks ago.. been talking to them quite alot more.. blah blah.. alot more jiao weis.. talk alot more cock.. lol
and ytd i bought my SUPERSTAR !! finally a shoe for 2yrs+ $80.. woots.. then after tat er.. ate pizzas at hg hse.. then watch soccer matches.. play warcraft.. dota.. do nth.. all the way til like 9am.. then i go koon at his sofa til 1.30 then head back here.. bath.. see see look look then go nap again.. til like now..
tml gonna play mahjong.. been raining for days.. gah.. rain rain go away.. i don't have anything to miss in rainy days up til... now..
i was replying sms-es with jessica.. then after the last sms that she say she cfm with me tml wat bus she taking then i tell her how to come my hse play mahjong.. no need reply liao ma.. then i just read.. den put phone onto table..
idk buttons was pressed.. then i look at my phone again.. i saw SIM messages.. sth i never touch dao for like 1yr++ while i have my phone.. i think its SIM card messages that i kept before i change to this phone.. cause i see smses.. that's under one person's name only.. all 16 msgs.. same name.. lol.. and it affect me TOTALLY.. cause i totally forgot that she.. fine SHE.. yea SHE.. sent me those smses.. 31st dec 07.. 26th dec 07.. so long is that omg.. i am really pondering again.. FUCK U HEAVEN !! i feel being toy-ed..
alamak LOL.. a loud thunder just struck.. okok not fcuk u heaven..
sigh.. fcuk la... dilemma all over..
be brave.. or just walk away..
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最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息 ~~~