today special !! posting.. cause just now on the way back from mrt to home i was thinking..
5 yrs ago my family was put through a tough test.. by living with just three family members.. having the breadwinner of the family leaving us..
5 yrs later the son think.. why of ALL pple... us..
i kept thinking kept thinking..
then i realli wanna go back into the past..
not for whatever i regretted
not for whatever i done wrong
not for 1st love relationship break-up whatsoever
i just wan my dad back..
maybe many things wouldn't be the same if he was still alive though.. i could have been less thoughtful for pple and less mature.. less fillal.. many more.. lek could been a worse guy than ever.. but life would be more easy.. i can go play pool more.. maybe a better com.. got a dad to drive me around at times.. a dad that bring me out to eat at times.. $ wouldn't be so much a problem..
but since life have been this way other than the way i prefer.. i cant do anything about it..
i have met many great frens ever since the incident.. shld be a blessing from dad above for me to meet frens that helped me along the way..
and so far so many incidents i have.. o levels.. poly semester exams.. suspected cancer.. fractured elbow.. almost lost an arm.. all couldn't be so coincidence that i got through all without any harm.. i take it as dad was watching over me..
so no matter how hard life can be.. i always tell myself..
lek.. keep walking keep walking.. dad's watching.. MAKE HIM PROUD !!!!