LEK IS BACK AGAIN !!

2009-04-28T01:10:00.001-07:00

today special !! posting.. cause just now on the way back from mrt to home i was thinking..

5 yrs ago my family was put through a tough test.. by living with just three family members.. having the breadwinner of the family leaving us..

5 yrs later the son think.. why of ALL pple... us..

i kept thinking kept thinking..

then i realli wanna go back into the past..

not for whatever i regretted

not for whatever i done wrong

not for 1st love relationship break-up whatsoever

i just wan my dad back..

maybe many things wouldn't be the same if he was still alive though.. i could have been less thoughtful for pple and less mature.. less fillal.. many more.. lek could been a worse guy than ever.. but life would be more easy.. i can go play pool more.. maybe a better com.. got a dad to drive me around at times.. a dad that bring me out to eat at times.. $ wouldn't be so much a problem..

but since life have been this way other than the way i prefer.. i cant do anything about it..

i have met many great frens ever since the incident.. shld be a blessing from dad above for me to meet frens that helped me along the way..

and so far so many incidents i have.. o levels.. poly semester exams.. suspected cancer.. fractured elbow.. almost lost an arm.. all couldn't be so coincidence that i got through all without any harm.. i take it as dad was watching over me..

so no matter how hard life can be.. i always tell myself..

lek.. keep walking keep walking.. dad's watching.. MAKE HIM PROUD !!!!

2009-04-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

here posting.. cause i having insonmia..

cant sleep.. its 1.09.. have to wake at 2.55 and 6a.m.

to watch lpool v arsenal and for 8am class.. which.. i dun think i gonna sleep.. ton the whole night..

sch was.. ok.. i guess.. simply because.. i din go sch today HAHA

2009-03-24T09:03:00.001-07:00

ytd sleep w/o blanket..

caught cold -.-

went bugis..

temple..

sim lim square..

OG..

bugis street

saved nic's life

eat at amk..

lan at hougang green..

drink green tea

back home

do nth..

ON TOWARDS THE NEXT DAY !

if she knew i was ready to face any challenges with her

2009-03-21T09:11:00.001-07:00

Capricorn

22 December - 20 January

Element Earth ~ Quality Cardinal ~ Charge Negative ~ Ruling Planet Saturn ~ Day Saturday

Capricorn in Short

Capricorns are lucky. They are the ones who look younger as they get older. They are very attractive and neat and once they get over their shyness they are quite aggressive. They can be trusted to keep a secret and are really great in emergencies. Sometimes they are a little bit impulsive but as their intuition is pretty strong, they usually make the right decisions. They're creative, sensitive and patient. On a bad day they can be jealous, selfish and moody. They are very close to their family and are usually the last ones to leave home.

More About Capricorn

Capricorns are patient, realistic and responsible and they take life seriously. They need security but they may find this difficult to achieve. Many live on a treadmill of work, simply to pay the bills and feed the kids. They will never shun family responsibilities, even caring for distant relatives if this becomes necessary. However, they can play the martyr while doing so. These people hate coarseness, they are easily embarrassed and they hate to annoy anyone. Capricorns believe fervently in keeping the peace in their families. This doesn't mean that they cannot stand up for themselves, indeed they know how to get their own way and they won't be bullied. They are adept at using charm to get around prickly people.

Capricorns are ambitious, hard working, patient and status-conscious and they will work their way steadily towards the top in any organisation. If they run their own businesses, they need a partner with more pizzazz to deal with sales and marketing for them while they keep an eye on the books. Their nit-picking habits can infuriate others and some have a tendency to 'know best' and not to listen. These people work at their hobbies with the same kind of dedication that they put into everything else. They are faithful and reliable in relationships and it takes a great deal to make them stray. If a relationship breaks up, they take a long time to get over it. They may marry very early or delay it until middle age when they are less shy. As an earth sign, Capricorns are highly sexed but they need to be in a relationship where they can relax and gain confidence. Their best attribute is their genuine kindness and their wonderfully dry, witty sense of humour.

Capricorn at Work

There won’t be any upset customers or partners as long as you are in charge of keeping relationships on solid ground. You are an expert at playing the diplomat and can turn an angry client into your greatest advocate within minutes of talking with them. Being as level-headed as you are has benefited your business in more ways than you realise. It allows you to consistently make the right decisions and if one of them doesn’t work out, you’ll learn from it and won’t ever make that mistake again. You are ambitious and hard working, though you do need to let someone else with a bit more pizzazz drive your sales and marketing strategies for you. Try not to get too caught up with the mundane day-to-day tasks that you tend to burden yourself with. It’s time to revive your interest by introducing some of those activities you’ve thought of doing for the past year and you should also try to bring out more of that wonderfully dry and witty sense of humour.

HOW TRUE !!!

come on i'm a good partner.. any gals interested? LOL

2009-03-19T12:14:00.001-07:00

lol !!

my blog so dead..

shall do the tagging thing which jess tagged me to do so to revive this dead blog a lil

Tag.. u?

5 things found in my bag/purse.
-.- guy carry what purse sia.. bag.. when i go out.. er seriously dunnoe leh.. ok lets say when i go other pple hse and to school..
1. books (wow)
2. laptop
3. charger
4. pens
5. files of my papers and foolscap

5 things found in my wallet.
1. notes.. got $50 hor siao siao !!
2. coins duh..
3. IC
4. EZ-link
5. er.. my.. those.. talisman ?

5 favourite things in my room.
1. bed
2. laptop
3. speaker
4. blanket (but no i don't need security blanket)
5. er.. wardrobe?

5 things I’ve always wanted to do…
1. make family happy
2. score well in grades
3. get a part-time and get income from it
4. have a bigger room.. provided i can help mum buy a bigger hse.. then i can put HD tv.. new destkop.. ps3.. blah blah all the gadgets and have a enjoyable life in it
5. get a gf and love her til bits..

5 things I’m currently into…
1. WoW? again?
2. er.. Lee Hom''s 'Xin Tiao'
3. suddenly wan play bball..
4. er.. currently into means what.. nowadays doing or now doing -.- er.. facebook lor..
5. @.@-ing at xiao meimei-s..

List out the Top 5 presents you wished for.
1. didn't really think about it.. eh.. PS3 ty..
2. HD TV ty..
3. new high end specs desktop ty
4. new high end specs gaming laptop ty
5. king size bed ty.. ( though i'm fine with single bed.. but i love rolling around)

The person who tagged you is: ah leong.. LOL
Your 5 impressions of him/her:
1) eh.. make me get excited over mahjong for NTH..
2) finally got a lasting bf..
3) used to have only ONE song in her ipod..
4) a gal that i always crazy with..
5) eh.. lastly.. hmm.. idk wor.. someone i long ago no go out with ~~~

Tag 5 people. *no retag*
1) whoever
2) whoever
3) whoever
4) whoever
5) whoever ~~~

i cant even find 5 pple that has blogs that come to my blog..

2009-03-06T02:38:00.001-08:00

short post..

today mum no work.. surprisingly she didnt wake up at 9am 10am o.o she woke at 12.. i tot she not feeling well or wat lol.. think she's not.. thats good..

either way lol.. today whole day rot at home as usual.. lala.. talking to ern on msn..

i was talking to him about the 3 underwears i lost in malaysia LOL

then i realised sth.. wth.. cause he said the thief must be gay.. budden the fact is my mum forgot bring back them.. still hanging around somewhere in my gramps' place..

budden i realised..
those that steal guy's underwear is gay
then why ain't those that steal gal's panties are lesbians?

why must it be those tiko-s lol..

why guys so cham ?! do what oso kena say.. oh well.. tml idk do wat.. next sat going little cousin's bdae..

tml likely go out with ern ba.. woohoo yea ern our 1st date.. lets pa tor.. lololol.. shhh dun tell suhuey about it LOL... okok end here.. post tml or later

2009-03-04T21:09:00.000-08:00

today is a very special day..

because both my sis and mum never bring their phone out for sch and work.. so i have to update them on missed calls and smses.. TSK TSK.. actually can heck care and go out one la.. maybe.. shrugs.. see if got go king bear hse anot lor.. 3 days no go out le.. lek is a zai nan !!!

oh btw.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENLING XIAO JIE..

2009-03-01T02:02:00.000-08:00

老天爷玩人啊！！！！！！！！！！

tonn-ed at hg's hse ytd.. i feel.. more.. like hang around with them le... i mean i don't choose to just stay one side and see they do their gay stuffs while i isolate myself.. in fact.. i nowadays.. since weeks ago.. been talking to them quite alot more.. blah blah.. alot more jiao weis.. talk alot more cock.. lol

and ytd i bought my SUPERSTAR !! finally a shoe for 2yrs+ $80.. woots.. then after tat er.. ate pizzas at hg hse.. then watch soccer matches.. play warcraft.. dota.. do nth.. all the way til like 9am.. then i go koon at his sofa til 1.30 then head back here.. bath.. see see look look then go nap again.. til like now..

tml gonna play mahjong.. been raining for days.. gah.. rain rain go away.. i don't have anything to miss in rainy days up til... now..

i was replying sms-es with jessica.. then after the last sms that she say she cfm with me tml wat bus she taking then i tell her how to come my hse play mahjong.. no need reply liao ma.. then i just read.. den put phone onto table..

idk buttons was pressed.. then i look at my phone again.. i saw SIM messages.. sth i never touch dao for like 1yr++ while i have my phone.. i think its SIM card messages that i kept before i change to this phone.. cause i see smses.. that's under one person's name only.. all 16 msgs.. same name.. lol.. and it affect me TOTALLY.. cause i totally forgot that she.. fine SHE.. yea SHE.. sent me those smses.. 31st dec 07.. 26th dec 07.. so long is that omg.. i am really pondering again.. FUCK U HEAVEN !! i feel being toy-ed..

alamak LOL.. a loud thunder just struck.. okok not fcuk u heaven..

sigh.. fcuk la... dilemma all over..

be brave.. or just walk away..

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息 ~~~

2009-02-18T09:09:00.001-08:00

MCT was okay i think..

so after exams.. SUPPOSE to be studying.. end up slacking here and there again.. just played 3hrs of L4D with ernest..

HERO ERN !! 1st time i call him that.. cause he call us to run while he let himself kena eat by all the zombies wahahahahaha..

either way yea.. blog a lil nia..

tml going SP study wholeeeeeeeee day after lunch..

changing songs liao lo.. need take out shuo hao de xin fu ne..

Crush -

Crush..

i'm no more hypnotized,.................. i guess?

2009-02-16T06:46:00.000-08:00

yea i'm back again ~~

wth i'm back to blog when exams is killing me within days lol wth..

hey guys i finally updated !!

okok.. wat shld i talk about.. hm.. idk

ok nvm start from today.. went to study with ms ruan yun ting.. wth.. she didnt notice.. we both wear black t-shirt with jeans bottoms lor..

either way i overslept.. lol.. we said 1pm meet.. i 1pm wake up.. then we delay til 2pm.. 2pm i chiong there le.. miss ruan yun ting just watch finish her Mr Bean -_- Mr bean > lek wth.. fine..

then we just study lor.. she end up 2.45 then reach.. when the flies is irritating me to the CORE.. i wanted just go home study.. in the end she came.. i went to buy my hokkien mee again.. and pudding milk tea again.. then eat eat.. then it RAINED !! then i have to faster finish my stuffs then we went to the 4th floor of the sengkang cc.. budden alot pple basketball-ing.. so we left.. go CP's library.. no space.. then i fliped the coin -_- yea.. both is heads.. which is go YT's void deck study..

then end up.. i there keep telling her about history lesson LOL.. ok la.. i quite stuck with maths ma.. I NEED NIC !! so i just keep telling her stuffs lor..

then me meet J and ZM go bear's hse play daidee.. eat eat drink drink.. then i won $2.50 wow.. 1st time win this year.. been losing.. lol..

then back home lor.. dead tired.. dunnoe look at maths again or go PES ~~ or go do sth else..

i'm back to addicted to 'Crush'

shall post it here someday !! other than my 'shuo hao de xin fu ne'

lol.. okok either end here 1st.. tml post ba.. likely go school meet nic and his gang of frens to suck some brain juice.. woohoo..

SCREW MCT !!

2009-02-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

blog gone again.. aiya.. will come back once again one day..

i'm afraid.. very afraid..